God is astounding. He has redeemed my life in way’s I never even imagined. I’ve prayed, cried, sacrificed and pursued the Lord with all that I have this past year, and the fruit of that is abundance. My life is literally overflowing with blessings in a way I can’t comprehend. My basket isn’t even big enough to hold everything He has been giving me. But I want to talk about my mom here because the deepest desire in my heart has been to see her restored.
These past few days I have seen a side of my mom that has been hidden for ten years. She’s been a recluse, hiding from everyone and everything for many years. I never blamed her, I completely understood why, but I’ve always wanted my mom back.
God has given me that!
For the first time in far too long I had mother daughter time. I got to talk to my mom about God and what He’s doing in her life, and she shared with me all He’s been speaking to her. Something my heart has ached for.
God is awesome, wondrous, astonishing, breathtaking, overwhelming, magnificent and so many other things I could go on for pages. I am constantly blown away by His love for me. I was explaining that to my mom last night, and she said to me something I’ll never forget, “He’s been waiting to pour out all of these blessings on you. Now that you’re in a place where He can He’s giving it all to you saying, ‘Look Taylor, look what I’ve been saving for you.'” And that’s the truth! He’s been saving up all these blessings for me, waiting for the day that I came and asked for them, waiting for me to give up what I thought was best and accept what He had. It is so worth it!
My life is a testimony of His greatness, His glory. People changing, healing in my heart, dreams coming true, desires being fulfilled, those are all things I couldn’t ever do. Those are all things that my Father will do, and has done for His children.
God is revealing more of Himself to me daily. I’m going to an entirely new level in my faith, and in my relationship with Him. He will not relent, and I will not turn away.